So I wrote a pretty personal post, complete with a dash of honesty and full-on crypticism (ah you should know my writing style by now la right), and also Day 5’s picture for Project365.

Am rather happy with the post, it’s so…. honest. And vulnerable.
But after pondering between the “PUBLISH POST” and “SAVE TO DRAFTS” button, i finally settled on the latter.
I’m getting more and more aware of the number of people reading my blog, as well as who. It’s a little overwhelming, and I suddenly feel too vulnerable. :s
I’d consider posting it in my other blog of more personal posts too, but i lost my password temporarily WTF -_- epic phail.

This week has been pretty intense on me emotionally, and I’m not even talking about ACCA results that came out earlier this week, or my unfortunate incident with boiling water later on.

But it’s funny how intense physical pain doesn’t make me cry, but the emotional ones do.

(Btw thanks for all the notes of concern; both online and offline. My burnt skin is okay now! Redness gone, raw sensitive feeling gone, no burn marks or scars :) but im taking a phobic break from my usual jugging acts of hot water now, just in case)

I’m getting weary from lugging around all this pent up emotion I’m too proud or shy to share with anyone, even with my own friends.

And it doesn’t help that I am blessed/cursed with the ability to stick a smile on my face and have a good time with everyone, even right after going through a painful ordeal.

Currently listening to: Coldplay - Trouble