So I’m ecstatic
And worried

I’m ecstatic and worried about my final paper tomorrow, which is SO DAMN SOON *gosh* I’M NOT PREPARED, but then again is it just me or is it like, virtually impossible to be fully prepared for these Level 3 papers anymore.
But I’m excited because IT’S TOMORROW, TOMORROW GODDAMMIT *gosh* FINALS WILL BE OVER TOMORROW!

But I’m also ecstatic , and worried , about what will happen immediately after finals.

So exams will end on Wednesday, and I’ll be shooting off to Singapore on Friday morning for the weekend (ZOUKOUT, WHEEE~)

So that just leaves me Thursday to supposedly, i dunno, rest or something.

But the concept of rest is lost on me.

For Thursday will be the day I’ll have to get my passport done (LOLLOL i am teh last minute champion i know ), and I got a tight advertorial deadline due on that very day, gotta go meet some sellers all around town because I’ve been buying damn a lot of rubbish online because apparently I’d rather spend money on online shopping than actually studying, AAAAND now I gotta go shop for a new handphone on that day too, although “shopping around” might be too time-consuming and impossible right now, though I’ve been eyeing the Nokia e71 for a long time should I just screw the shopping around part and just get the e71 straight. Ohhh and I have to freaking pack for my Singapore weekend, and god knows how long I take to pack la, aiyo wei.

Wah, my head hurts just stressing about it -__-”

Gotta be careful for what I wish for, what “exams be gone, I want my fast-paced life back”.

AAAAAAND andandand I recently found out it’s a PUBLIC HOLIDAY on Thursday,
and if I don’t get my passport done on that day then IT’S ALL OVERRR.

Loads and loads of self-made notes (more folded on the left hand side),
because it’s almost impossible to do P3 Business Analysis without making your own notes. (eee, for me la at least -_-”)

Don’t ask me why are there stacks of coins on a dollar bill in the top left corner, not my house. And don’t ask me why I bothered trying to study over at his house, that was a bad idea to begin with :x hee.

SIGH ok I’m stressed and rambling and clearly, I am procrastinating.

LAST PAPER TOMORROW.

:+:

Oh right yea hey I almost forgot

Okay please tell me you’ve watched the latest episode of Grey’s Anatomy already (epi 10)
Especially after my outburst on Epi 9.

Sigh. Sigh. SIGH.
Best episode evaaaar. Okay you can probably tell by now that my “best epi evaar” will change from week to week, after watching the latest epi’s, hee

Like I’m literally HOOKED to the series. (mini spoiler alert!!!) I’m hooked to a lot of TV series, but this one’s on a whole new level of crazies.

I cried along with the little girl when her sister died, I laughed out loud at GhostDenny’s comical expressions when he sees Karev kissing Izzy, I’m at the edge of my seat waiting for Christina to write on the board who won the solo surgery, I’m in joyful tears when the Chinese lady said “Hi”, another round of joyful tears when Karev professes his love for Izzy, and I melt to mush when Dr. Hunt FINALLY kisses Christina over the air vent.

Karev to Izzy: ‘Cause I think you’re my best shot. I think with you, you make me better. You make me wanna be better. You make me wanna be good. And I think I can. With you, I think I can.

*bawls my freaking eyes out*

Woaah. A freaking emotional rollercoaster that lasted a good 45 minutes, every episode. Quite exhausting also.

And 5 seconds into the episode, I already found my new favourite song
Paused the show, ran to my laptop and downloaded it on the spot. Then came back and resume watching, hehe.

:+:

(Ok wow not bad, this post actually turned out sounding happy-silly-crazy, and not at all like my recent unexplainable state of AAAARGH.)

Le sigh.

Currently listening to: SugaRush Beat Company - They Said I Said (Best upbeat happy song to wake up to, evaaaar! )

1. sarah Says:
   December 9th, 2008 at 7:58 am

   ME TOO (same emotions on episode 10).

   lol.

   and I’VE GOT THE SAME PENCIL BOX AS YOU.

   haha omg why am i so excited.

   see u in 2 weeks :)

2. m@y3 g@L Says:
   December 9th, 2008 at 8:35 am

   Good luck in exam! Last week just after mine! ^-^

3. Anonymous Says:
   December 9th, 2008 at 2:26 pm

   good luck! last paper, give it your all!

4. Ban Says:
   December 10th, 2008 at 12:11 pm

   see ya at zoukout BEFORE i get sandwiched to death by the party animals :)

5. Anonymous Says:
   December 10th, 2008 at 2:14 pm

   omg, i love grey’s too! and i love the fact that karev is able to open up so much more to izzie! what do you think about little grey with mark sloan??? cos they did it in ep 10 heheheheh…

6. Cynthia Says:
   December 11th, 2008 at 11:39 pm

   sarah: im excited too! you're coming home :D xo

   mayegal & Anonymous: thanks!

   Ban: hahaha i doubt we'll be bumping into each other over there, what with the crazy crowd. But enjoy :)

   Anonymous2: izzie seems to have changed karev, hey? :) all i know is LITTLE GREY IS SO PRETTY <3 i cannot tahan lol. we'll see if littlegrey can change sloan, hey? ;)

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