What is it with human nature and their desire for all things bad for them.
We know that if we play with fire, we’ll get burned
And yet we crave for that very danger and excitement, even if it means drizzling the entire tank of gasoline over ourselves and ask for the match.

:+:

Been feeling a bit shitty over the past weekend
But on the brighter side, all this temporary depression is making me not want to go out much, so I seem to be studying more at home. Yay. :)

Other than that, here’s what’s been occupying me.

I’m finally starting to take a liking towards Incubus, upon borrowing my sister’s collection of Incubus CDs. Which i later realised was a bad idea.
Fight like hell the urge to blog, because I’m tempted to bawl my eyes out inducing word-vomit, and regret it later.
Wanted to read my favourite chapter of The Little Prince again, but i don’t have the book anymore.
Online retail therapy. Ok this one helped a bit :)
Some cheering ups by some friends. Although they have no idea what’s going on in my little head and I’m a quiet cryptic like that, im sorry. But it helped a bit :)
I miss my best friend / therapist. Who’s left the country to be with sane people.

:+:

And as if there’s not enough bad news in the world, what with the politics and crumbling economies all around us

Only last week I found out that 2 of my friends’ parent has been recently diagnosed with cancer.

:( wow the world is looking pretty dull right about now

Currently listening to: Carol Woods, Timothy T. Mitchum - Let It Be

1. Anonymous Says:
   October 14th, 2008 at 10:09 am

   :( HUG

2. saltydogg Says:
   October 14th, 2008 at 10:39 am

   nothing beats incubus!

3. gwen Says:
   October 14th, 2008 at 11:21 am

   wow. i like your first paragraph. it’s so true, humans secretly crave for the worst things to happen to them. i blame the media and all those drama series!

4. Li-Na Says:
   October 14th, 2008 at 3:03 pm

   hey dear..
   dont worry..
   life’s a bitch
   but im sure you’ll do fine (:
   hope to catch up with u soon ok??
   and then….
   crazy karaoke!
   till then, take care ya

5. thisguysplace Says:
   October 14th, 2008 at 5:37 pm

   http://www.odaha.com/littleprince.php?f=English

   you’ve got the entire book + illustrations online.

   i’ve lost my copy too but i go to this site whenever i feel the need to revisit the little prince.

6. Anonymous Says:
   October 15th, 2008 at 4:12 am

   i lost my copy too! my gosh! why are the books disappearing

7. Anonymous Says:
   October 15th, 2008 at 4:29 pm

   what happened to your copy of the little prince?

8. leeyee Says:
   October 16th, 2008 at 12:51 pm

   Buy a new copy, because life is too short to live without the little prince =)

9. Cynthia Says:
   October 16th, 2008 at 7:09 pm

   anonymous: :)

   saltydogg: haha sorry la i lambat sikits dengan incubus

   gwen: haha i blame it on all that onetreehill and grey’s. real life seems boring if there’s not as much drama :x LOL only joking!

   li-na: thanks darl :) yes, crazy karaoke if u coming back end of the year..

   thisguysplace: thanks. but its just not the same as the real deal..

   anonymous 2: gave it away to someone special

   leeyee: haha. i know, ive been meaning to give Borders another visit some time soon :)

10. ocean Says:
    October 16th, 2008 at 11:12 pm

    i like ur first paragraph! lol.. i can really relate to that. i think the idea of it all is that we humans think that life has to be dramatic in a way for it to be fulfilling.

    and when something good happens to us, we’re afraid that it won’t last long or it’s too good to be true… ;P

11. SteamboatDavey Says:
    October 17th, 2008 at 7:17 am

    +1 to cancer, my brother has got it :( Fuck you cancer.

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